Trouble Times...

So here I sit down here again to write something down with so many thoughts storming in within my mind, don't know what to say, what to write with all that is happening all around in my life. It's really getting a lot tricky at work; things are going in an unpleasant manner, some things, somewhere are crossing the line, my life is in a soup and I really need to get out of all this mess.

Things are really not working as good as I would like it all to be, but I think that there is a light somewhere at a far off distance, it cannot be seen but I seem to feel it deep inside me. I know I would get out of all the mess created now, but when? Only time can tell.

And Life Still Goes On...

Okay, so there are many things happening on in my life right now, some things I can understand, whereas some things are too uneasy to be understood. And life is still going at it's annoying blend of pace here, 'fast when needed slow, and slow when needed fast', well, that's the way it goes generally I guess, but it's really annoying.

Well, it's been almost a month now and the mighty 'Bella-Kunj' has still not been grounded, little hammer work still remains and so does the cleaning and clearing up work. And in all of this I'm still wondering, when the new house will finally be complete.

Say, I'm in a new branch now, and it's been more than three weeks, I'm at the Vishal Hall branch, at Andhari (East). It's quiet good, learning a lot here, it's a bigger branch, so more transactions at the teller counter, and on top of it all I'm there as the main cashier, cool, life is rolling with unexpected things one by one. Every time there are things rolling out that are totally unexpected, but yet challenging, looking forward in this new task as Main Teller in HDFC Bank - Vishal Hall. There were a few hick-ups but thinking that I am getting the hang of it, hope to make it through properly.

EGO: That Human Feeling

Well, it's only a three letter word but it surely can change more than a million things. It's something one cannot live with or without, one has to be egoistic and at the same time non-egoistic in life. But don't know why, sometimes this feeling called 'ego' swallows up a person so much that everything said and done against his will, is like committing a sin.

Yes, even I am egoistic, but not to the level I've seen in a lot of people. Sometimes one can be so egoistic that he doesn't want to listen or believe anything anyone wants to say to him, an egoistic person will always want to prove to the world that he is always right, and the others are totally wrong. They are also very selfish or self-centered; they only look what is better for them and care a damn for anyone else.

I write this today because I really think that this human feeling can really destroy lives, it's even worse than 'hate'. But one thing is really very true, too much ego is not good but too little is also not good, today one has to be 'self-centered' in a way, has to take care of himself. And certainly not go on and boost about self, how well off or whatever he is.

At the end I'd just like to say that, we all need to be egoistic, but in a gentle way, not by hurting the feelings of others around, just live life to the fullest and also do look back (be humble) at times.

House Being Torn Down But It's Wimbledon All The Way

"Murray beaten by master Federer" read the headline on the Wimbledon website, and it was quiet a fight but Murray did not meet the excellence that Federer put before him. Federer now has his 16th grand slam title and fourth at Melbourne Park (The Australian Open), surely proves the dominance of this pure genius at play.

And at the other end of the World, here in India at my home... well our house is getting torn down to make way for a brand new one. Our 46 year old Mansion (House) has lived long to tell it's own tale...well if it could...

Now we are only waiting for it all to come down, get cleared and a new house to come in it's place. There are endless memories inside the head about the house, watching it at the state it was now in really made me feel bad, but as people say... We got to move on in life...

Waiting for the day when our new house will be completely build and we will enter in it with a hope that it will last for a long time... long to tell it's own tale...

Shifted!

Now, everyone was building a house, I really mean renovating / improvising their houses all around us, and we were planning to do the same long ago. We wanted to build a proper house but there were a few problems within the family. But now thanks to mutual talks and corporation from a few, we will finally be building our very own house.

This sounds great, but it's gonna take long, don't really know how long but it's worth the wait. We have a lot of plans for the new house, hope all things fall in place and everything goes smooth.

Well, previously we and our uncle used to live in a bungalow type house (they used to live downstairs and we, upstairs) now we are getting separate homes for ourselves, to minimize the tensions and everything.

And for now we've shifter over to a relatives place, till our house is done...

Anyways, hoping for the best, till next time...