Smooth Road Nowhere

It's going down, or falling out

In pressure could you find the grace?

When luck seems to be fading out

So where do we go now, when there seems to be no place safe, where do we start, when all starts seem to have come to a stop. Life is not yet on the track, the smooth road seems to have somehow disappeared complete out of the sight. All that is visible is a troubled time with too many ups and downs, but hey, then there are also some turnarounds. But these turnarounds are so hard to come your way at times.

Things now-a-days are really getting on to me these days, finding it a bit difficult to go on in life, seems that I'm stuck somewhere in a lone dark corner right now, with little I know how to move, but surely there's light there on the other side, presently the road I walk is not smooth, there's no light, but I know at the end there is light shining for me. And with this hope I walk this lonely road of mine, waiting and wishing for a good sign. Just need to hold on to anything and everything possible now...

WR: Batti Gull

Off lately the commuters of the Western Railways are daily facing an in-between power failure or can we stat it as power fluctuation, don’t know what really happens but, somewhere between Borivali-Daiser, Naigaon-Vasai Road and else where in between, there is a lot of power fluctuation happening, the lights (including the fans) go off inside the local train. This is now happening daily since almost a month now, seems strange as the voltage is now up by 25000 volts, such things should not happen. First it seems as if only the new local trains were having a problem, but after travelling in the older local trains, commuters face the same problem.

But do they (the WR officials) understand this problem, though it seems to be a minor problem now, it can turn up into a major problem just within days. Hope the locals don't stop functioning or start mal-functioning because of this problem, because, if it does, there are going to be a lot of problems for the commuters, who go up and down daily (including me).

Trouble Times...

So here I sit down here again to write something down with so many thoughts storming in within my mind, don't know what to say, what to write with all that is happening all around in my life. It's really getting a lot tricky at work; things are going in an unpleasant manner, some things, somewhere are crossing the line, my life is in a soup and I really need to get out of all this mess.

Things are really not working as good as I would like it all to be, but I think that there is a light somewhere at a far off distance, it cannot be seen but I seem to feel it deep inside me. I know I would get out of all the mess created now, but when? Only time can tell.

And Life Still Goes On...

Okay, so there are many things happening on in my life right now, some things I can understand, whereas some things are too uneasy to be understood. And life is still going at it's annoying blend of pace here, 'fast when needed slow, and slow when needed fast', well, that's the way it goes generally I guess, but it's really annoying.

Well, it's been almost a month now and the mighty 'Bella-Kunj' has still not been grounded, little hammer work still remains and so does the cleaning and clearing up work. And in all of this I'm still wondering, when the new house will finally be complete.

Say, I'm in a new branch now, and it's been more than three weeks, I'm at the Vishal Hall branch, at Andhari (East). It's quiet good, learning a lot here, it's a bigger branch, so more transactions at the teller counter, and on top of it all I'm there as the main cashier, cool, life is rolling with unexpected things one by one. Every time there are things rolling out that are totally unexpected, but yet challenging, looking forward in this new task as Main Teller in HDFC Bank - Vishal Hall. There were a few hick-ups but thinking that I am getting the hang of it, hope to make it through properly.